Intuitive Thinker

The 4th was INTERESTING.

At the Cascade Ridge elementary school, a spinning fire work flew a 100 feet towards me while I was lighting a mortar and hit me smack dab in the ass and exploded! OW.

Really tired, I can't seem to sum up any words in my head for today except, busy, really busy.

Goodnight.

Today was good, I woke up completed some work for my on-line courses. My mom entered my room looking stunned declaring, "You should see your IT-ED test scores!"I was completely confused at this point. I opened up the folded paper to read "Holly's Core Total score is the best indicator of her overall achievement on the tests. Holly's Core Total national percentile rank of 81 means she scored higher than 89 percent of ninth grade students nationally. Her overall achievement appears to be well above average for ninth grade." I am quite pleased about this.

Then the phone rang, it's Brittany. My family and I had planned to see The War of The Worlds, and because I had agreed to come along w/ them, she got pissed off at me for wanting to go, because SHE would be bored. Is that my fault? I feel like I am on a fucking leash. We were together yesterday, and the day beforehand. I am just getting sick of it, and Candice? "Where were you last night Holly?", "With my mom?","Why where you with you mom? Are you ditching us?" FUCK YOU! WE HUNG OUT THE DAY BEFORE. Or if I am with some other person like some good friends, Lauren, or Katie. They assume I am ditching them, NO! I HAVE A LIFE!

Well, I was not going to let that ruin my day. War of The Worlds was remarkable! The end was a bit tedious, but overall I really took pleasure in seeing that movie. After that my dad let me drive for a while, we ended up driving to Target, and he went on a gigantic shopping spree! If I can recall the total was 140$! Toe rings, a watch, earrings, make up, and other assorted products! The one thing I really enjoyed was the Norah Jones CD he bought me.

I still miss Tyson, :-( like I miss the golden summer sun. That's a lot of missing! I wish Summer would start acting more like Summer should. The Norah Jones song, The Nearness of You, reminds me of him so much! It really, REALLY, sucks. I should try and get some rest, I had a rough time attempting to sleep last night.

Yeah, I finally finished creating this, it took forever deciding all the colors for the page. :)

Today was aggravating. The reason I can't stand being with Brittany and her boyfriend, Zack. Let alone Zack's friend Dustin, is because they can't contain themselves. For the love of god, keep your hands to yourself. Dustin one of the most annoying hicks you'll ever meet. We walked around for two and a half hours, the most tedious hours of my life... Yes I am exaggerating.

On another note, I catch myself wondering about Tyson, I don't know why but he is always there in the back of my mind when everything else around me comes to a dull roar. I miss him.

My stomach is growling at me, I should try to rest my mind and sleep. I have to wake up tomorrow and the first thing I have to do is begin my three on-line courses for the classes I failed. It's all my fault anyways, choosing to draw, talk on the phone, and watch TV... Instead of home work. The caffeine in my pepsi has to be bad for me, I would probably be experiencing a wonderful slumber but my mind continues to race as I toss in bed.

The only hope for me is to at least try.